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As you probably know, Carl Abrahamsson is editor of The Fenris Wolf , the occasional occultural journal which has been blending magic(k), avant garde art and psychotherapy since 1989. Abrahamsson is a ferociously productive writer, whose output is nigh-impossible to keep up with with—essays, talks, films, books and more. He describes his approach as ‘anthropological’; he often frames occultural things as aspects of a more universal human quality or other.   In one of these essays, ‘The Magic of Dreams’, he tells us the overall frame of his magical life:  ‘The key to a good life was (and is) simply to control your own time, and never flex away too much from the insight that Time is a currency strongly linked to our perception of freedom. True Will needs to be merged with Time, that’s a solid formula for successful magic.’ I can relate to that a lot. Being able to control one’s own time is the polar opposite of the corporate work nightmare that we are supposed to accept as norma...

‘The book contains correspondence between myself and the Elder Murat Yagan. The Elder Murat Yagan was one of the last remaining custodians of the traditional culture and practices of the Abkhazian people. These previously restricted practices are better known in the West as "The Yoga of the Caucuses". The book also describes the experiences of a small London based community that were committed to the work of G I Gurdjieff and J G Bennett. There is additional material on the art of dreaming, healing practices and the activation of the Nests (energy centres) that improve health and develop reserve human abilities. The cover photo was taken in the earlier part of the last century. The image presented was the theme and topic of one of my final letters to the Elder Murat Yagan. That letter is included in this book.’ As you my readers may have noticed, I don’t generally write bad reviews. This is because I don’t review things if I don’t think they’ve any value, though I occasionall...

  If you’re interested in the history of psychedelics you’ll probably have read Lee and Shlain’s Acid Dreams and Stevens’ Storming Heaven for the American experience, and Andy Roberts’ Albion Dreaming and Acid Drops for the UK history, but I bet you’ve not read much about acid in South America. Or China, or Pakistan, or Israel.  In this collection we get a massive broadening of history.  I heard about the book via UK's excellent acid historian Andy Roberts, who told me my name was in it, in an article about acid and anarchism in the 1970s. This was something I wrote in 2015 for a local history website about the Broomhall area of Sheffield, where I lived in the early 1970s. For six months I was a member of a commune, in a 3-bedroom terraced house, with people who were active in the UK anarchist scene. Many of whom were keen on LSD, which we had a plentiful supply of.  So I had to buy the book. It was a very odd feeling to re-read quotes from my article in which ou...

This novel starts out with the protagonist having a very hard time. He is skint and mentally ill. He gets a new psychiatrist who is involved in radical experimentation with psychedelic medicines. Some of which will be familiar, and others not. The story engages with one of the biggest issues in psychedelic healing, or any kind of mental therapy - to what society are we returning these ‘healed’ people, and how much of their distress was down to what is happening in the world, the shitstorm of the Neoliberal Empire? And further, might a 'healee' actually be a person who has something other people do not? Might the healing be ‘just’ a side-effect, not the most important part of the transformation? If healing is the icing on the cake, what is the cake?  Another issue in the tale is the old dream, simply articulated in the lines of Country Joe and the Fish’s classic track ‘Bass Strings’, that if we only took enough acid often enough, we’d never come down. It did seem like this was r...

This is one of my ‘more a plug than a review’ pieces. Jakub is a friend, and he has created a ground-breaking website for magic, aimed at people with aphantasia If you pick up a book on magic that’s got self-training exercises or almost any magic spell in it, you’ll almost certainly be invited to visualise. I never thought twice about this bias in the literature until I met people who can’t. This is a spectrum thing - some people can visualise if they try hard, some just cannot. And there are those who are hyperphantasic, who get rich imagery when others get little or none, like continuously when listening to music.  So someone who is aphantasic and yet passionately wants to study and practise magic has to make their own path forward, which is what Jakub has done. His work also covers dynamic meditation, for those who find static postures difficult for health reasons. The Rune-Flow website consists of 3 sections. In Jakub’s own words:  In the Daily Life section, you will find...

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